Maybe I love too hard and expect too much from people, and maybe thats why I always feel like this. Sad, over thinking things, and getting attached too much. Im just so tired of people expecting me to be there. Im just tired of it all, the boys, the parents, the family. I just need to get away to find myself again because somewhere along the way I became someone I don’t even recognize but I think deep down Im okay with that. But too be honest it scares the hell out of me.